Weekend....

It was supposed to be a happy weekend at Sentosa.... but I was alittle hurt by the short burst of hostility.

I know this kind of feeling a few years back...
I thought I had promise myself never to let myself get hurt by such things again?

It sometimes kills me that I can't share my feeling with the person I'm supposedly the closest to... if I do, it'll just turn ugly.....

I always thought if you genuninely care for the person, you would care about how that person is feeling.

I guess I'll just have to keep it inside for now....

当爱已成往事

往事不要再提人生已多风雨，
纵然记忆抹不去爱与恨都还在心里，
真的要断了过去让明天好好继续，
你就不要再苦苦追问我的消息，

爱情它是个难题让人目眩神迷，
忘了痛或许可以忘了你却太不容易，
你不曾真的离去你始终在我心里，
我对你仍有爱意我对自己无能为力，
因为我仍有梦依然将你放在我心中，
总是容易被往事感动总是为了你心痛，

别流连岁月中我无意的柔情万种，
不要问我是否再相逢
不要问我是否言不由衷，
为何你不懂(别说我不懂)，
只要有爱就有痛(有爱就有痛)，
有一天你会知道，
人生没有我并不会不同(没有你会不同)，
人生已经太匆匆我好害怕总是泪眼朦胧，
忘了我就没有痛(忘了你也没有用)，
将往事留在风中。

Rainy day....

Had a rather siong day at work....

I think I took it out abit on my students.... felt alittle bad abt it now...

Work is a little overwhelming lately... I dunno if it is because I'm incapable or is it really alittle too much?


Anyway I lost my digital camera a while back....I have absolutely no idea how on earth can I lose it...

Strangely, I don't seem to want to use it lately....
Maybe this is a period of my life that I want to forget easily in the future....


Is it possible to be in a relationship but dun feel that you are in love?
Is there such a relationship that is more than friends but less than lovers?
I never know that a relationship can be so complicated....


Recently I've found a new answer to the classic question that women love to ask....

Long time ago...
It was.....

Woman: "Dear, do you love me?"
Man: "dunno"
Woman: "Dear, you love me or not?"
Man: "you say le"
Woman: "Oie! you got love me or not?"
Man: "Ya la ya la"

then it was....

Woman: "Dear you love me?"
Man: "Of course I love you sweetie"
Woman: "I love you too"

recently....

Woman: "Do you love me?"
Man: "It depends on how you define love"
Woman: *mental note* never to ask this again unless you want to get hurt



I must get over you...



其实，我是真的受伤了。。。

Cryptogram?

Went to Lot 1 yesterday and saw this puzzle book on cryptogram...
Hmmmm...should try it sometime.....

Anyway, I found this script for cryptogram to put up on my blog....

Thousands more free online cryptograms at Cryptograms.org.

not in the mood to give this post a title....

Havent touch this blog for ages...

I'm was at a crossroad a while back and it took me alot alot of courage and pain to make a choice....

I had chosen an unfamiliar path that I cant seem to see a future in it....yet

Insecurity has found it way to my heart and I feel as if I'm all alone sometimes... I was flooded with alot of negative thoughts and felt like I'm falling into some sort of depression. I try to keep those thoughts and feelings inside but I'm only human (batman also human le...haha), there were times I really lost control....

Now, I think I've given up..... I've learnt to stop hoping for the future....

Someone once told me that if you don't hope, you wont be disappointed...
It's really sad....but now I think I'm starting to believe in it....

Just when I thought I'm finally moving on did I realise that it wasnt because the pain was gone...but because I've learnt to live with it....


It's interesting that just by sharing some thoughts and feelings can bring tears back to my eyes again...

Time to dry the tears.... next post would be a happy one.... I promise ^_^