not in the mood to give this post a title....

Havent touch this blog for ages...

I'm was at a crossroad a while back and it took me alot alot of courage and pain to make a choice....

I had chosen an unfamiliar path that I cant seem to see a future in it....yet

Insecurity has found it way to my heart and I feel as if I'm all alone sometimes... I was flooded with alot of negative thoughts and felt like I'm falling into some sort of depression. I try to keep those thoughts and feelings inside but I'm only human (batman also human le...haha), there were times I really lost control....

Now, I think I've given up..... I've learnt to stop hoping for the future....

Someone once told me that if you don't hope, you wont be disappointed...
It's really sad....but now I think I'm starting to believe in it....

Just when I thought I'm finally moving on did I realise that it wasnt because the pain was gone...but because I've learnt to live with it....


It's interesting that just by sharing some thoughts and feelings can bring tears back to my eyes again...

Time to dry the tears.... next post would be a happy one.... I promise ^_^