Almost - A Song She Shared

Can you tell me, How can one miss what she’s never had
How could I reminisce when there is not past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Can someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate love that’s too late and
How could I really mean the words I’m about to say

I miss the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we used to kiss
At least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happen to us, we were almost there
Who ever said it’s impossible to miss
What you never had, never almost had you

I can not believe I let you go
Or what I should say is, I should have grabbed you up and never let you go
I should have went out with you
I should have made you my boo, boy
Yeah, that is one time I should have broke the rules

should have went on the date, should have found a way to escape
Should have turned almost into if it happen, now it’s too late

How could I celebrate a love that wasn’t real
And if it didn’t happen, why does my heart feel

I miss the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we used to kiss
At least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happen to us, we were almost there
Who ever said it’s impossible to miss
What you never had, never almost had you

(some times I want to hug you, sometimes I want to love you)
You seem to be the perfect one for me
(some times I want to touch you, but to night I want to love you)
You, you’re all I ever wanted
You’re my everything, Yes it’s true
Boy it’s hard to be close to you
My love, boy it may sound crazy
But I’m in love with you

I miss the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we used to kiss
At least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happen to us, we were almost there
Who ever said it’s impossible to miss
What you never had, never almost had you

I miss the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we used to kiss
At least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happen to us, we were almost there
Who ever said it’s impossible to miss
What you never had, never …almost had you
(But tonight I want to love you)

Nicole sent me this song quite some time back. She told me she felt that she could relate to this song. I know she's aching inside, she kept it under control most of the time but, sometimes, she let it out once in a while.

We talked about relationships and we both felt that maybe we're both fated not to get married. Having her with me, I felt comforted and I knew that I will never be lonely or have to grow old alone. In fact, I think we will have so much more fun together. There's just never a dull moment with Nicole.

In some of our conversation when I told her how upset I am about my situation. She always ask me to live for myself and no one else. I guess this is how she tell herself to help her move on too.

I know we will meet again one day.

Maybe you're drinking coffee waiting for the day to come. I bet while waiting, you are making another truckload of friends and up to some adventure again.

Miss you...